Title: secret philosophy
Circle: 岸田教団&THE明星ロケッツ
(Kishida Kyoudan & The Akeboshi Rockets)
Album: ANCIENT FLOWER
Vocal: ichigo
Lyrics: ichigo
Arrangement: 岸田 (Kishida)
Released: Reitaisai 14
Original:
東方地霊殿 ～ Subterranean Animism // ラストリモート (Last Remote) // ハルトマンの妖怪少女 (Hartmann’s Youkai Girl)
どこに行けば なにを知れば
たどり着くの 教えて
doko ni ikeba nani wo shireba
tadoritsuku no oshiete
Where should I go, what should I know
To reach it? Tell me!
これでいいと 正しいはずと
言い聞かせて 聞こえない
kore de ii to tadashii hazu to
iikikasete kikoenai
“This is fine.” “It should be right.”
Persuade me.. I can’t hear it!
わからない答えを探して歩いて
消えない矛盾を抱きしめたまま
wakaranai kotae wo sagashite aruite
kienai mujun wo dakishimeta mama
I walk in search of an answer I don’t understand
Holding the contradictions that won’t disappear
存在を証明したいわけじゃないけど
まだ気づかれたいんだよ
sonzai wo shoumeishitai wake janai kedo
mada kidzukaretai ndayo
It’s not that I want to prove my existence
But I still want to be noticed!
間違いながら生きる僕の
声はいつか枯れるだろう
誰にも届かずに言葉は朽ちる
それでも君に知られたくて
抗いながら生きる僕を
世界は拒み忌むだろう
誰にも惜しまれず命は果てる
それでも君に知られたくて
machigai nagara ikiru boku no
koe wa itsuka kareru darou
dare ni mo todokazu ni kotoba wa kuchiru
soredemo kimi ni shiraretakute
aragai nagara ikiru boku wo
sekai wa kobami imu darou
dare ni mo oshimarezu inochi wa hateru
soredemo kimi ni shiraretakute
As I live while making mistakes
Surely my voice will wither someday
My words will die without reaching anyone
But I still want to let you know!
The world rejects and shuns me
As I live while resisting
My life will end not mourned by anyone
But I still want to let you know!
「明日なんてこなくて良い」
君はいつも嘘をつく
‘ashita nante konakute ii’
kimi wa itsumo uso wo tsuku
“Tomorrow doesn’t have to come,”
You always lie
「答えなんて望んでない」
僕は今日も嘘をつく
‘kotae nante nozonde nai’
boku wa kyou mo uso wo tsuku
“I don’t wish for an answer,”
I lie, once again
救えない痛みを無視して笑って
どうして嫌ってしまえないんだろう
sukuenai itami wo mushishite waratte
doushite kiratte shimaenai ndarou
I smile as I ignore my untreatable pain
Why can’t I just hate this?
悲しみながら生きる君の
心はいつか枯れるだろう
誰にも告げずに言葉は朽ちていく
それでも僕は動けなくて
kanashimi nagara ikiru kimi no
kokoro wa itsuka kareru darou
dare ni mo tsugezu ni kotoba wa kuchiteiku
soredemo boku wa ugokenakute
As you live while grieving
Your heart will surely wither someday
My words are dying without telling anyone
But I still can’t do a thing!
存在を証明したいわけじゃないけど
まだ気づかれたいんだよ
sonzai wo shoumeishitai wake janai kedo
mada kidzukaretai ndayo
It’s not that I want to prove my existence
But I still want to be noticed!
間違いながら生きる僕の
声はいつか枯れるだろう
誰にも届かずに言葉は朽ちる
それでも君に知られたくて
抗いながら生きる僕を
世界は拒み忌むだろう
誰にも惜しまれず命は果てる
それでも君に知られたくて
machigai nagara ikiru boku no
koe wa itsuka kareru darou
dare ni mo todokazu ni kotoba wa kuchiru
soredemo kimi ni shiraretakute
aragai nagara ikiru boku wo
sekai wa kobami imu darou
dare ni mo oshimarezu inochi wa hateru
soredemo kimi ni shiraretakute
As I live while making mistakes
Surely my voice will wither someday
My words will die without reaching anyone
But I still want to let you know!
The world rejects and shuns me
As I live while resisting
My life will end not mourned by anyone
But I still want to let you know!
それでも僕は動けなくて
soredemo boku wa ugokanakute
But I still can’t do a thing!
Fuyuko 